B woke up several times last night(she even fell asleep in the hallway clutching her book) and gave me and J just a few hours of sleep(maybe 4). We decided to lock our door and just hope that C didn't wake up. Around 4:30am C woke up and we just let him CIO neither one of us had the energy/clarity/strength to pick him up and he eventually went back to sleep 5 minutes later. When you're really tired and baby is crying sometimes it's better that you don't pick them up since you are not coherent enough to be balance or awake enough to even hold properly. So all morning we've been walking around the house in a daze, too scared to even walk outside. So we just ate many of the treats I bought for Father's day and eating through snacks and other processed food. We sort of feel better but I know we're going to hit a crash from all the "bad" food pretty soon. I'm so ready to take a nap but C is just having just as bad a morning with no naps.